RozendraSketch

I am talking to a wall everywhere I try to make something. Here,on the phone,on e-mails,calls with persons beyond my familiar zone(family members,friend with benefits aren't included here,they're good exceptions). Nothing works for me anymore through all the types of communications provided and it's been for more than 2 years straight of bad luck from this and is still manifesting against my own will and control, like a curse(God,where are you? I am crying for help! Where did you go?!) No one understands me, no one wants to help me, alot of silence that destroys my oportunities,chances and everything good!!! If I try to get help, I get bamboozled with non-sense & propaganda instead of getting clear informations to fix everything that stands in my way(including specialists,which are a bunch of people with an insatiable thirst for money and not giving a damn about the pacient's life!!!). 99% OF PEOPLE ARE COMPLETELY AGAINST ME IN SUBTLE MANNERS AND IT KEEPS GETTING WORSE!!!! IT'S A

This couldn't get any worse! Someone on TikTok has mocked my Adrien x Luka fanart(the one with piano and guitar) and I can't ban it permanently! HEEEELPP!! SOMEONE HELP ME PLEASE!!!